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Leon
09-04-2002, 13:47
hug
Leon
09-04-2002, 13:52
thank you in advance.
and no, i don't have rabies, scabies or any other -bies.And no, I don't smell
SXOC Admin
09-04-2002, 14:07
er why?
Leon
09-04-2002, 14:49
one of those days.
I could list all the reasons if you really want...
Nathan_200sx
09-04-2002, 15:05
Originally posted by Starionman
one of those days.
I could list all the reasons if you really want...
yeah go on, but I dont do hugs.......
Leon
09-04-2002, 15:24
Originally posted by Nathan_200sx

yeah go on, but I dont do hugs.......

Well, you asked...
I hate my job
I am very tired
I don't feel very well
My partner was diagnosed with late Stage 4 Hodgkins disease in June last year, committed suicide in August as he was getting worse (no hope of treatment, the cancer was too far gone) and to save us the pain of watching him hurt. I miss him so damn much and feel so guilty about so many things. I emailed someone I used to get on with today (just a mate) and even that made me feel guilty as I feel somehow like I am dismissing Josh which isn't the case. I just miss the hell out of him and want him back. I cant even be angry. And when work gets bad I miss him all the more coz I can't talk to him at the end of the day and tell him all about it and have him listen as no-one else could do.

That's about it. PLus I'm coming down off a big mental high that is part and parcel with emotional shyte that's going on too.
:(
sorry
:(
Rock Star
09-04-2002, 15:47
Well,

What's your best song ever?? Play it full blast and think of how much it rocks! That's what I did when I gave up coke.
Leon
09-04-2002, 16:12
Well, that's easy - Shine On You Crazy Diamond by the Floyd or perhaps The Wall. Yes, I know it is an album but there are no track divides...
Maybe Rammstein to get the blood pounding so I can drive home safely...
Rock Star
09-04-2002, 16:26
"Shine On You Crazy Diamond " That song defiantly rocks!!!:D :D What about Livin on a prayer.......:eek: One of the most up lifting, rock hammer, roll those sleeves up, air guitar, 80s Rock hits of ALL TIME!!!!!:D :D :D :D :D
jimbo
09-04-2002, 16:30
I've always found that "Jesus built my hot rod" by ministry gets my blood going.
And it's kind of appropriate for the bb:)
Leon
09-04-2002, 16:59
Originally posted by Rock Star
"Shine On You Crazy Diamond " That song defiantly rocks!!!:D :D What about Livin on a prayer.......:eek: One of the most up lifting, rock hammer, roll those sleeves up, air guitar, 80s Rock hits of ALL TIME!!!!!:D :D :D :D :D

True, tho I have to be in the mood for Jovi. Rammstein maybe, or maybe Janis Joplin's "Me And Bobby McGee" on the way home...
Bean
09-04-2002, 17:06
Originally posted by Starionman
Well, that's easy - Shine On You Crazy Diamond by the Floyd or perhaps The Wall.

That's a brilliant album, I'm a massive Pink Floyd fan.

Have you got the Division Bell album?
Leon
09-04-2002, 17:13
Originally posted by BeanS14


That's a brilliant album, I'm a massive Pink Floyd fan.

Have you got the Division Bell album? Yup
I think I have every album bar a late boxed set from which I have every track anyway.
Any many of them on vinyl...
Bean
09-04-2002, 17:25
Originally posted by Starionman
Yup
I think I have every album bar a late boxed set from which I have every track anyway.
Any many of them on vinyl...

Cool, I've got a couple on CD, a couple on vinyl and lots on tapes. Most of the tapes have worn out now! :(
Leon
09-04-2002, 22:47
aww beans :(
you want vinyl mate!